what if brian eno was wrong?

wish i hadn’t taken all those drugs to make me so crazy cos after i did it i noticed that i was losing my mind ever so slightly maybe i should have a put up a different painting in my room that isn’t an insane red parrot looking at me maybe it wouldn’t make any difference at all

this is the song for when i’m dead this is the song for my grandchildren when i’m dead to remind them that they’ll also be dead by the time their grandchildren are alive/dead dead dead dead dead song dead song dead song this is the dead dead dead dead song about when i’ll be dead and everything will be probably worse than it is now in terms of equality and environmental disaster and misery all around this is the song for my dead grandchildren for their grandchildren before they are dead this is the dead song written by me to remember me when

when you want snow and then it snows, then it goes, that’s what’s snow then it snows and then you want it to go but then it doesn’t go cos that’s snow (snow) this is a christmas song cos it sounds jolly it sounds like that one that plays on the radio and it has a nice thing that finishes every four bars cos that’s how a song goes (snow) and it keeps going round cra ra ra cra cra cra cra cra cra cra cra cra cra cra cra cra (snow) and when it keeps going you know that it can keep going ad infinitum (snow) never ad nauseum always ad infinitum cos that’s we like from a song (snow) play it again to me, turn it up slowly, turn it up fast cos that’s what we like to do (snow) when we listen to song that’s what it’s all about listen to a song and put it on again (snow) and it will never stop it will keep going round round and will play on until you die (snow) then it will keep going on cos it’s nothing compared to living and that’s why it’s great (snow) it’s a song and it’s separate from me separate from me it never will end (snow) it never ends just like snow snow will never ever go (snow) it’s snowing now and it’s snowing then snowing to you and it always will snow (snow) snow snow snow snow snow snow snow snow snow snow snow (snow) we can never stop this song now you’re in a parody (snow) you are in a parody and you are never going home (snow) you are never going home cos you are in a parody (snow) this will never end i can’t stop playing cos if i do then i will finish my life (snow) my fingers falling off to the arms then the shoulders and the rest of the body will all die and fall off then the snow will come and go then the snow will come and go (snow) and it will never end never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never never (snow)

thought about giving myself up to the world i couldn’t see anything more beautiful than that so i thought about giving myself up to the world no i couldn’t see anything more beautiful than that but if there’s any other thing that’s truthful maybe i’ll stick around and see just to be sure maybe i’ll just stick around to be sure of that i was going give myself up to the world cos i couldn’t see anything more beautiful than that

i feel reckless with my heart all i want to do is to tear apart and the red light says try me and my eyelids say close me i only love who i don’t want to love just to see what it’s like to be that guy now was that a lie, don't think on it this is a song and the red light says try me and my eyelids say close me i’m on the road and i want to go i’m on the road and i want to go i’m on the road and i feel so numb and i am on the keyboard and i feel so numb and i am looking out these eyes, feel so numb and i am looking somewhere and feeling numb and i wish o could look at you and feel something and i would like to look at you and see how it is you change when you look back at me

I need meaning with this feeling and connection with this affection It’s not enough for you to be here small talk and then your dick’s inside me small talk she gets a glass of water and is out of here didn’t even have time to get all of my clothes on but small talk and a fast life made me realise i’m glad you came to my place now that it’s cold outside made me realise I’m only looking for care I’m looking for care I’m lost without care I’m only looking for care I’m lost without care It’s not enough for you to be here

i’m scared of the future even though it’s not where i belong i’ve stayed up long past yesterday just to see what’s in sight i’ve got a wild stare and dead eyes and so much more to hide you dragged that out of me and left me asking more that sweet perfume of sadness in my core and i’m scared and i’m worried all the time but i’m not afraid to let this rhyme because it’s meaningless and it’s everything i don’t know if I’m getting it right cos I’ve stayed up long past yesterday and I don’t know if I’m getting it right cos I’ve stayed up long past yesterday and I don’t know if I’m getting it right if i’m getting it right